New Semester

Well Spring semester starts tomorrow.  For some reason I am scared.  More so than last semester.  I guess my problem is I do not want to fall back into the same "slump" as I was in the fall.  Last semester ended terribly with a break-up and I was pretty sad the whole end and felt like I needed him back, but I know (beyond a shadow of a doubt) that I don't.  I also have this feeling like back to school means no friends.  Which is also not true, I will still be able to see most friends that I have made and I will make new ones.  I am also kind of not ready to go back to the "real world."  This break has been like a dream, yes good enough to call a dream!  I spent a lot of time with some great friends!  I just hope we will hang out the same way on other breaks. 
I also kind of what to re-invent me this semester.  This morning in Sunday school Mindy said we all imitate someone.  I know I do.  I want to be my own person now.  I want to imitate me and God.  (that wasn't said very well, but its true).  I guess I'm kind of getting it from Petta from the Hunger Games--kind of my obsession--where he says I don't want them to turn me into a monster.  That's what the world will do if you are not careful.  If you start to be of the world too much you turn out like them, you turn out like to world.
Well, that's my "vent."  Thanks for reading!  :-)