Well Spring semester starts tomorrow. For some reason I am scared. More so than last semester. I guess my problem is I do not want to fall back into the same "slump" as I was in the fall. Last semester ended terribly with a break-up and I was pretty sad the whole end and felt like I needed him back, but I know (beyond a shadow of a doubt) that I don't. I also have this feeling like back to school means no friends. Which is also not true, I will still be able to see most friends that I have made and I will make new ones. I am also kind of not ready to go back to the "real world." This break has been like a dream, yes good enough to call a dream! I spent a lot of time with some great friends! I just hope we will hang out the same way on other breaks.
I also kind of what to re-invent me this semester. This morning in Sunday school Mindy said we all imitate someone. I know I do. I want to be my own person now. I want to imitate me and God. (that wasn't said very well, but its true). I guess I'm kind of getting it from Petta from the Hunger Games--kind of my obsession--where he says I don't want them to turn me into a monster. That's what the world will do if you are not careful. If you start to be of the world too much you turn out like them, you turn out like to world.
Well, that's my "vent." Thanks for reading! :-)
About Me
- Kelsey Reynolds
- I am Kelsey Reynolds. I am from a small town and I go to a small college however, my God is pretty big. I date my best friend Logan Horton. I hope you enjoy my blog, leave a comment!
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Monday, January 2, 2012
2011.
So I have been thinking about what I can write for 2011. It has been a great year, but it has had its moments too. I guess I'll start from the beginning.
First big thing was our pastor saying he was stepping down. This rocked my world! Right when I was getting to know him a his wife real good they leave. But then he explains he can't expect us to step out on faith if he didn't.
Second I graduated from high school! This was pretty cool but also bittersweet because I knew most friendships do not last out of high school, and I only have a few good ones left.
Third one of my best friends, kind of like my big sister got married. I love this though!
Forth people moved away. My best friend who got married, her parents, my old pastor, and many others left. I have maintained communication pretty well though!
Fifth I started college. This is a big one! College has taught me many different things, refer to previous post.
Sixth I had my first boyfriend and breakup. Again refer to previous posts.
I had an all together pretty good 2011. It came a left fast, I mean fast! I wonder what 2012 has for me?
First big thing was our pastor saying he was stepping down. This rocked my world! Right when I was getting to know him a his wife real good they leave. But then he explains he can't expect us to step out on faith if he didn't.
Second I graduated from high school! This was pretty cool but also bittersweet because I knew most friendships do not last out of high school, and I only have a few good ones left.
Third one of my best friends, kind of like my big sister got married. I love this though!
Forth people moved away. My best friend who got married, her parents, my old pastor, and many others left. I have maintained communication pretty well though!
Fifth I started college. This is a big one! College has taught me many different things, refer to previous post.
Sixth I had my first boyfriend and breakup. Again refer to previous posts.
I had an all together pretty good 2011. It came a left fast, I mean fast! I wonder what 2012 has for me?
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