a Quote I found...so true.

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

Could This Be?

So school has started and it is getting better as it goes.  The classes are not hard, except Biology, but all is working out fine.  ALthough I am ready to get out of Gilbert Town, I'm planning on going to Thomasville a few days next semester.  I am getting use to it and getting jobs as I go, I babysit Mondays and Fridays as of now.  All is going smooth.  I am content in my life.  I just recently started dating this guy.  His name is Brandon Martin, he is from Fulton Al. and is great, not at all a jerk like a great deal of guys these days.  I get to see him most weekends but a few I won't be able because he works...a lot.  As for my life, its all going well, could this be the calm before the storm?